pulls out a cig, lights it so cooly
that the angel of death swoons slightly at the sight
he's got nothing to loose
now that he's hairline fractured a few hearts
to try and compensate for the shattered one
barely pumping in his chest
so he takes in a deep draw
and holds it in his lungs
as though to turn death on
as though to tell his body he's had enough pain
caused by others
as though to tell himself that it is only
he who can hurt him now
so he blows a ring of smoke to the reaper
and smiles
because he may be flirting with the death,
but he'll never kiss her on the mouth
dedicated to Benji Shell
dedicated to Benji Shell