i saw that new picture
the one where you had your arms around her
your head in her shoulder
you only ever held me like that in the dark
with the door locked
in the middle of the night
but there you are
out in public in the light of day
and you love her
you said you loved me
not three weeks before they took this photo
what happened?
was i not enough?
was i not worthy to be loved with the whole world watching?
were you ashamed of me?
because if you were, you shouldn't have said "i love you"
because i said "i love you too"
and now i'm ashamed of myself
because i meant every word
and you didn't
