does this mean ive made it? no.

http://Vimeo.com/efx/speakforyourself

im the one with the low, sultry voice in the white button up.

These Spanks Hurt More Than You Would Think

Sometimes I wonder if it would just be easier to throw up than count the calories.

It seems to work for my friends. 

I mean they get to wear size 5 clothes and go on dates with cute boys.

They don't get judged.

But I know if I did my mother would die.

But I would probably die first.

I don't want to die. 

I just don't want to be the biggest girl in my friend group anymore.

area codes must be different outside of paris

hello...?

is anyone looking at this post on another screen?

can you hear me?

because i'm screaming through this Arial font as if i was on the phone line with 911.
i'm screaming and no one is even flinching at the sound.
are you all just so used to me calling that you let the phone ring until i get your voicemail?
or have your phones all been disconnected?

am i just that annoying blog that still can't leave Paris?




can you hear me?






can you....

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