4/25/15 - 5/17/15

i saw that new picture
the one where you had your arms around her
your head in her shoulder

you only ever held me like that in the dark
with the door locked
in the middle of the night

but there you are
out in public in the light of day
and you love her

you said you loved me
not three weeks before they took this photo
what happened?

was i not enough?
was i not worthy to be loved with the whole world watching?
were you ashamed of me?

because if you were, you shouldn't have said "i love you"
because i said "i love you too"
and now i'm ashamed of myself

because i meant every word





and you didn't