i've known you for a year

and i still love you just as much

as i did the day we met

but you don't know i love you

and i know you only love me to an extent

but i'm telling you now

i love you to no extent

and i always will

but i have to let you go

because i need a love that's limitless

and you're holding yourself back

and that's ok

you're still healing

but now it's my turn to hold myself back

because i can't keep pushing myself into your sword

when you won't fall onto mine

and i know that i'll bleed

and i know it will leave a deep scar

but i'll look on it with love

knowing that the blood i spilt was all for you

even if you didn't want it

i have no regrets darling

because you were worth every drop

the pain was outweighed by the joy you gave me

the sacrifice was worth the way you made me feel

and it's only a flesh wound

it will heal with time

and i hope one day you find a cloud to land on

instead of a sword to fall on

because you have so many scars

you don't deserve anymore

so let me pull the sword out of my chest

let me kiss you one last time with blood stained lips

let me walk away

and i know you will still want to be friends

but i need to do this on my own darling

just let me go knowing i will forever love the scent of cigarette smoke

and that you can always find me at sunset cafe

that watching pulp fiction won't ever be the same

that jean dujardin will forever remind me of you

that the taste of glass bottle coca cola will always be on the tip of my tongue

know that i will always love you


i will always love you


so thank you for giving me the best year of my life

i wish you every happiness in the world

and if fate allows us to find each other again

please say hello

but until then

goodbye

i love you


i love you








i love you