adjective; too unusual, extreme, or indefinite to be adequately described

i could sit here and write about how mad(ly in love) i am with him and i could write about how worried i am for his sister and i could write about how much i miss the girl 6 feet under who never got to kiss a boy and i could write about the uncle who's wife didn't want to open the garage door and i could write about the girl who dreams of film and florida and i could write about my father who is never home and i could write about the nephew that can't say my name right and i could write about the boy who is going to spain who i wish i could've kissed one more time and i could write about the teacher who gave me paris and i could write about the kid on the res who overdosed when i was 16 and i could write about the man who knew what to do in the back of a car and i could write about the boy who ran away to the islands who i wish i could've run away with and i could write about the girl who called me a freak in 7th grade and i could write about the boy in russia who i was never good enough too and i could write about my 6th grade teacher who was named after a female sex organ and i could write about the girl who loves collin firth as much as i do and i could write about the woman that gave me the life i sometimes don't want and i could write about how important they all are to me and  how wounded they all left me but i cannot write about how lonely my heart is because it is    i    n    d    e    s    c    r    i    b    a    b    l    e