Tuesday, November 26, 2013

a note to lloyd

we've had classes together the past three years.
and when we first met, i hated you instantly.

i'd say sorry, but we both know you were kind of a douche.

i've always sat on the opposite side of the class from you but you always seemed to catch my eye.
like not in a seductive way but in a confused way.
you were always either being a dumba** and being frick'n rude,
or you were hanging on the teachers every word and sharing the most deep and thoughtful things that pertained to the lesson.
but there was never an in between.
that is until this year.

i feel like you've finally found some middle ground.
i feel like you've finally found yourself.
but i can tell you're really scared to show everyone who you are,
so you just write in tears and angst and laughter on your blog.
yeah, i know who you are.
but don't worry, i won't tell anyone.


you're safe with me.

5 comments:

  1. Woah.

    #shitgetsreal

    I love this....like a lot.

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  2. "i can tell you're really scared to show everyone who you are"
    absolutely amazing

    I'm liking this post!!

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  3. hahaha well i don't know how you found out who i am...but wow. um...i don't really know what to say. to the first part, ouch. i mean i admit i was kind of a douche. but still, ouch. and to the second part, thank you. thank you so much. i'm glad you understand me. because i feel that no one else does. and ya, i am scared to tell people who i am because i already feel like people don't understand me. like i try to be someone else depending on who i'm with but ya on my blog i'm just me. so i don't know what people will think when they find out who i really am. but sorry im just rambling. but again thank you for this. thank you.

    but ya if you tell anyone were gonna have some words.

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